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He had an earnest wish to be a clergyman, because he thought saying
the Absolution to people must make them so happy, 'a belief he must
have gleaned from his Prayer-book for himself, since the doctrine was
not in those days made prominent.' The purpose was fostered by his
mother. 'She delighted in it, and encouraged it in him. No thought
of a family being to be made, and of Coley being the eldest son, ever
interfered for a moment. That he should be a good servant at God's
altar was to her above all price.'
Of course, however, this was without pressing the thought on him. He
grew on, with the purpose accepted but not discussed, except from
time to time a half-playful, half-grave reference to himself as a
future clergyman.
Reverence was strongly implanted in him. His old nurse (still his
sister's valued servant) remembers the little seven years old boy,
after saying his own prayers at her knee, standing opposite to his
little brother, admonishing him to attention with 'Think, Jemmy;
think.' In fact, devoutness seems to have been natural to him. It
appears to have been the first strongly traceable feature in him, and
to have gradually subdued his faults one by one.
Who can tell how far this was fostered by those old-fashioned habits
of strictness which it is the present habit to view as repellent?
Every morning, immediately after breakfast, Lady Patteson read the
Psalms and Lessons for the day with the four children, and after
these a portion of some book of religious instruction, such as 'Horne
on the Psalms' or 'Daubeny on the Catechism.' The ensuing studies
were in charge of Miss Neill, the governess, and the life-long friend
of her pupils; but the mother made the religious instruction her
individual care, and thus upheld its pre-eminence. Sunday was
likewise kept distinct in reading, teaching, employment, and whole
tone of conversation, and the effect was assuredly not that weariness
which such observance is often supposed to produce, but rather
lasting benefit and happy associations. Coley really enjoyed Bible-
reading, and entered into explanations, and even then often picked up
a passage in the sermons he heard at St. Giles's-in-the-Fields from
the Rev. J. Endell Tyler, and would give his home-oracles no peace
till they had made it as clear to his comprehension as was possible.
The love of his home may be gathered from the fact that his letters
have been preserved in an unbroken series, beginning from a country
visit in 1834, after a slight attack of scarlet fever, written in the
round-hand of a boy of seven years old, and finished off with the big
Roman capitals FINIS, AMEN, and ending with the uncompleted sheets,
bearing as their last date September 19, 1871.
The boy's first school was at Ottery St. Mary, in Devonshire, of
which his great-grandfather and great-uncle had both been head-
masters.
There was much to make Ottery homelike to Coley, for his grandparents
lived at Heath's Court, close to the church, and in the manor-house
near at hand their third son, Francis George Coleridge, a solicitor,
whose three boys were near contemporaries of Coley, and two of them
already in the school.
From first to last his letters to his parents show no symptom of
carelessness; they are full of ease and confidence, outpourings of
whatever interested him, whether small or great, but always
respectful as well as affectionate, and written with care and pains,
being evidently his very best; nor does the good old formula, 'Your
affectionate and dutiful son,' ever fail or ever produce stiffness.
The shrinking from rough companions, and the desire to be with the
homelike relatives around, proved a temptation, and the little boy
was guilty of making false excuses to obtain leave of absence. We
cannot refrain from giving his letter of penitence, chiefly for the
sake of the good sense and kindness of his uncle's treatment:--
'April 26, 1836.
'My dear Papa,--I am very sorry for having told so many falsehoods,
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