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presence of the dowager countess, "the vulturess," was certainly not one
of these good things. In what her enjoyment was to consist, she had not as
yet quite formed a definite conclusion. She liked jewels. She liked
admiration. She liked the power of being arrogant to those around her. And
she liked good things to eat. But there were other matters that were also
dear to her. She did like music, though it may be doubted whether she
would ever play it or even listen to it alone. She did like reading, and
especially the reading of poetry, though even in this she was false and
pretentious, skipping, pretending to have read, lying about books, and
making up her market of literature for outside admiration at the easiest
possible cost of trouble. And she had some dream of being in love, and
would take delight even in building castles in the air, which she would
people with friends and lovers whom she would make happy with the most
open-hearted benevolence. She had theoretical ideas of life which were not
bad, but in practice she had gained her objects, and she was in a hurry to
have liberty to enjoy them.
There was considerable anxiety in the palace in reference to the future
mode of life of Lady Eustace. Had it not been for that baby-heir, of
course there would have been no cause for interference; but the rights of
that baby were so serious and important that it was almost impossible not
to interfere. The mother, however, gave some little signs that she did not
intend to submit to much interference, and there was no real reason why
she should not be as free as air. But did she really intend to go down to
Portray Castle all alone--that is, with her baby and nurses? This was
ended by an arrangement in accordance with which she was accompanied by
her eldest cousin, Ellinor Greystock, a lady who was just ten years her
senior. There could hardly be a better woman than Ellinor Greystock, or a
more good-humoured, kindly being. After many debates in the deanery and in
the palace, for there was much friendship between the two ecclesiastical
establishments, the offer was made and the advice given. Ellinor had
accepted the martyrdom on the understanding that if the advice were
accepted she was to remain at Portray Castle for three months. After a
long discussion between Lady Eustace and the bishop's wife the offer was
accepted, and the two ladies went to Scotland together.
During those three months the widow still bided her time. Of her future
ideas of life she said not a word to her companion. Of her infant she said
very little. She would talk of books, choosing such books as her cousin
did not read; and she would interlard her conversation with much Italian,
because her cousin did not know the language. There was a carriage kept by
the widow, and they had themselves driven out together. Of real
companionship there was none. Lizzie was biding her time, and at the end
of the three months Miss Greystock thankfully, and, indeed, of necessity,
returned to Bobsborough. "I've done no good," she said to her mother, "and
have been very uncomfortable." "My dear," said her mother, "we have
disposed of three months out of a two years' period of danger. In two
years from Sir Florian's death she will be married again."
When this was said Lizzie had been a widow nearly a year, and had bided
her time upon the whole discreetly. Some foolish letters she had written,
chiefly to the lawyer about her money and property; and some foolish
things she had said, as when she told Ellinor Greystock that the Portray
property was her own forever, to do what she liked with it. The sum of
money left to her by her husband had by that time been paid into her own
hands, and she had opened a banker's account. The revenues from the Scotch
estate, some £4,000 a year, were clearly her own for life. The family
diamond necklace was still in her possession, and no answer had been given
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